I gave my first injection this week. After the "moment," my clinical instructor told me to relax; not question myself. I hadn't spoken anything before/after giving the injection, so I asked, "Were my non-verbals that loud?!" Evidently my nervousness, anxiety, and apprehension were showing through my actions. Hee hee. One theme my instructors consistently tell me is that my knowledge base is strong and vast, yet my confidence is lacking. I agree. If my performance is not perfect, it’s WRONG! Well, that’s my opinion anyway. I worry about not doing a good enough job (i.e. administering injections, rendering physical assessments, etc). One day I know that my skills will hasten and my confidence will surge! It just may take two years to get there!
I must acknowledge my blessings in this program. I am lounging in my cushy bed in a beautiful, roomy home, resting before a long day of study. Did my parents or grandparents have this opportunity in their professional career? Did they have the opportunity to delight in tranquility while jockeying for financial prosperity? I believe they did not… they faced uphill battles in order to provide for the family; to ensure that my life would be more manageable than theirs. I am VERY appreciative of their love and their hard work to outfit my suitable lifestyle. If it weren’t for them, I wouldn’t be in this lovely setting, enjoying the view from the White House. I will be sure to pass this blessing on to the next generation in our family.
God has provided all of these sensational provisions in my life. He is equipping me and gifting me in order to make my life an investment for His kingdom. Divine opportunity only comes from Him.
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